You do not belong to me
Anymore
This place, this dream, this life,
All gone wrong
Like the flesh of an overripened fruit
Turning rancid on the vine
Ten years gone
Did it take that long?
To win and lose it all
Over and over and over again
Do tell
Does everyone forget to breathe now and then?
Love won, love lost
Dreams fought for, then forgot
Is it always a war
That we can never have done
Or might they have just titled this game wrong?
Who can tell us our limits
Our strength and our time here
There are no easy answers
Just hard climbs and harder falls
If that’s what you wish to call them
But for me, for now, forever
This is finished
I do not live here anymore
Here, is where I die
Running the plays through
Over and over and over again
In my mind
On the empty field
Where lovers, friends, and adversaries
Once stood with me
And played the biggest game in the world
With four letters
The best they could…
And yet it is hard to tell myself
That no one has won or lost
When no one is left…
But me